|Sometimes you just gotta say, 'Fuck it', and just do it.|
Whew! I waited for this day for a very, very long time. It has been officially announced at work today that October 2nd is my last day and I could not be more relieved. I can't share any details yet, but those who know me, know that I have suffered in silence for far too long, and it has affected my body, health, and mind. The Universe paid off for me in spades and my future is very, very bright indeed and I'm on the mend.
When you dedicate 8 hours of your daily life to a job, you should like it and the people. Sadly, that was not my case. But I had a job to do, and bills to pay. Sadly, I reckon that's what it is for a lot of people. The timing to leave was set for me a month ago, and with the grace of God, I met that goal. I was damned determined to meet this goal for once and for all. I have accomplished so much in the past several months leading up to this day, and I'm very grateful to whatever mysterious force that kept me positive and determined. I know now that I can battle any shit that comes my way. I will fall down, but I will always pick myself up, dust myself off, and keep walking towards my goal. I had a goal by time my birthday came (Sept 30th), and dammit, I made that goal! My birthday gift to me.
At some point in the near future, I'll share more details, but for now, as I close one door and barricade it shut and forget about it, another door opens and the path ahead of it is full of sunshine!
Never, never, never give up!